Screaming On The Inside.
Posted in patheticism
As if it wasn't enough that I've been having personal career growth (or lack of) issues as of late, fate once again decides to throw in the kitchen sink and mess me up emotionally too.
I'm stuck in another one of my infamous no-win mobius strip situations and I can't seem to find my way out. Frankly, I ain't even sure if I want to get out of this mess anymore. I'm so tired of screwing up and so sick of how life screws me back. I just want to sit on the edge of a cliff for hours and just watch the stars as I listen to the calm whispers of the sea.
Then I wanna jump over the effing cliff. I'm screaming on the inside. Somebody listen to me please.
