Note to Self: Drink Less, Forget Less.

Posted in happy thoughts, subservience

I really have to stop partying too hard. Dammit I was falling-down-drunk again last night. Well yeah it was iZone’s first ever Christmas party and we really had plenty of reasons to celebrate, but I didn’t mean to celebrate like that! It was fun really, the parts that I remember. I’m afraid I won’t be able to tell you folks the rest of the story because I think I passed out some time after we started slamming into one another. It must have been so embarrassing. I never got any of the raffle prizes. Oh well, maybe next year. And oh by the way, we won the grand prize for our Christmas presentation. We rock! Here are just some of the photos I took last night, while I was still conscious.

Rock on people, rock on!

Me, Boss Ed, DJ Chloe, and DJ Nina

Mother warned me about you.

Despite my memory loss, the whole event was a blast!

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Hey...

Posted in happy thoughts, patheticism

Thanks for taking the time to read this. I am happy that we are back to our old ways again, although I would have to admit that I still wish sometimes that you had given me the chance to prove my worth. But its OK, I know you have your reasons. I just wish you all the best, and hey - we’re still friends so you can come to me anytime. Take care.

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One Hour to Come Up with a Catchy Title and This is What I Come Up With?

Posted in patheticism

Ever had the feeling like winning the lottery one day, then getting run over and mangled by a Peterbilt on the next?

That’s sort of how I felt this past weekend. Something really, really, really amazing happened to me the other day and it took me almost 3 days to get over the ecstasy. In fact, I’m still a little euphoric and I honestly don’t think that I’d ever forget that feeling. Now I won’t go into details, if YOU happen to read this don’t worry. I don’t plan on giving a play-by-play account of that night.

So then suddenly it just hit me. I took advantage of you. I know I shouldn’t have; but I’ve had this thing for you for the longest time. Can’t blame a guy for being human, can you? I know I haven’t got a chance with you. That’s the part when I got hit by the Peterbilt.

There just ain’t enough words to explain how I feel right now. When I think about it all I get are bad puns and horrible analogies. I had her in my arms only to realize that it just can’t happen. I hate these trysts with half-drunk, half-conscious, vulnerable women. Somehow these things always end up blowing up in my face. God it sucks to be me.

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Coffee Crunch

Posted in mundaneity, subservience

So its that time of the month again!

No, I’m not talking bout that time of the month ladies. I’m talking about my occasional banter about the rubbish that I call life. Lets start with the women in my life.

Nothing to talk about there, lets talk bout something else.

Work? Hmm.. a lot of talk seems to be going on in the office about people coming and going. Its really more of the going that’s annoying me. Frankly, after hearing almost everybody’s nutty whining, I’m not complaining. I’m still happy with what I’m doing, thank you. Now if the fates gets all cranky and decide that its time to move on to higher grounds, that’s when I’ll cross the bridge, so to speak. But for now I am still grateful for the wonderful opportunity, and actually the tiny optimist in me hopes that the company does grow. For everyone’s happiness. Right?

What else? I’m hooked on this PS2 game, God of War II. It totally rocks, but one day I just know I’m gonna get in trouble for playing that game in the office. Bridge? Getting there? Oh well.

I know I gotta wake up at 6 in the effing morning but I had this urge (not that kinda’ urge), to write something.

These past few weeks have really been an eye-opener for me, in more ways than one. I found out there’s life outside of my homeland. I suddenly had this feeling that I actually wanted to leave the country. But then again, maybe not. I also realized how far I’ve come from the days at Client Logic. I remember the very first interview I had, how nervous I was, first few days of training. I know I’m still far from where I’d really want to be but looking back to where I came from, suddenly it doesn’t look to be much further than I expected. Hang in there my friend. Now I’m talking to myself again. Loser.

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